//-->
F | Famous |
A | Altruistic |
R | Radiant |
H | Haunting |
A | Ambitious |
N | New |
farhan | ||
haiz... like the title says... im dead stress... not only becos of results but becos of my granny... haiz i lost a granny two months ago... and i don wanna lost the other one so soon... im lyk so dead fucking stress... and i wont wanna talk to anyone... talking to family members may increase their stress... talking to frends may spoil the fun mood we're gonna have... so this freaking blog is the only freaking place i can pour all out onto... or im gonna die of stress soon... the pain and sadness as i look at my granny is undescribable... she had this tubes going into her nose and all the wae down to sumwhere in her body... not quite sure... and they were lyk doing this infront of us... and we can sorta hear my granny saying pain but she cant shout cos she's lyk 80 yrs old... haiz... well juz came back home... gonna have a bath... was doing the " night shift" in looking after my franny... cos the others sorta "died out" and i was lyk the only one awake yesterdae... the whole night... so now im juz gonna have a short rest and bath and head back to hospital for my second night shift... tonight! been unable to chat wif peeps and frends on msn... and im lyk so effing miss them each... and been missing sum ppl that are special to me... not chatting wif them nor sms or wutsoever cos i juz cant find the tym... results nearing... heard that its been postpone to next mondae instead of fridae... i not so sure... but i still have NCC to go... my uniform is still not ready and i reli have no idea wut to do next... hmmm... juz gonna take thing slowly... a step at a tym! . |