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was realli tired todae. we didnt had training. but we had some sort of open bazaar. and we were lyk posing for ncc items. but then some news got to me. that reli made me to look forward to go home. not becos im tired. i wanted to vent all my confusion, unknown anger inside my blog. well nevertheless, i still went to hang out with ian, khairul and darul somewhere two blocks near my house. sleep there oso. all was in piss of mode. zairian worst. he lost his 200++ bucks with his 50++ bucks earpiece in the bus. i dunnoe this feeling im feeling now. i wanna go on wif lyfe, but situations keeps on anchoring me to the past. i knew dat i had forgotten about her the day i vowed that my heart totally discarded her love off. hateness and disgust ruled my heart every now and then. but the news dat she's now with a close friend of mine, reli for some reason disturbed me. i dunnoe why.any guys out there, but why my friend, in fact quite close member lagik siakk, when he himself said she was not some sort of his type. i may look fine when the news came to my ears, but inside my heart, brain, different questions bug me. i still have feelings for her?? HELL NOT! lyk i said she was nowhere in or near my heart when i decided that we were meant to be apart back. maybe its just the idea that im scared member aku nie kene cam aku ker? ntah ehk. takkan aku baik benar nak pikir hal orang.. but wutever it is, to me memories are just meant to be replayed during sad lonely times and at other point of time sealed and buried deep inside. for me i dont rather find myself dealing woth all this mixed up feelings by banging my head on the wall or worst cutting up my flesh, i rather eat to my fullest ALONE or listen to the mp3 alone and spend myself away with wonderous items, i find this benefiting me better than head banging on walls shit. ok, well i dont wanna say much, dier pon dah jadik mataer member aku. so i hope she wont act foolishly or immaturedly towards him, lyk the wae she did to me. its LOOK AHEAD for me now dammyt! . | ||