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F | Famous |
A | Altruistic |
R | Radiant |
H | Haunting |
A | Ambitious |
N | New |
farhan | ||
well again im at sp comp, after three days, only then i can check friendster, but then i cant reply the testi, cos this shit sp comp wont allow me to do so.lyfe is getting worst. im with my handphone, but no line. todae im gonna buy an m1 prepaid card. gonna look for a job. lyfe has to go on for me. even though it means leaving certain things i love undone. ive got no internet at home. thats one of the things i love, and yet its cut. fortunately sp is good to provide us students with comp, but this comps dont reli allow us to socialise, lyk using friendster. at home, it sucks big tym. the only one i talk toois mum, and she get irritated sometyms. definitely im not talking to dad dammyt. in fact he's not my dad anemore. been trying to tell myself on this. well he usually locks himself alone in his room. while mum sleeps in my room, and i sleep on the floor. i hate this lyfe, but i cant give up or stop now, or my fite had alwaes been a wastefrom the start. people says evrythg's gonna be ok sooner or later, but the question is, when qill it be. it mite be 2 yrs, mite be 20yrs. mum alwaes said that i shud ask forgiveness, but no i wont. and ill not change that. im not in the fault. and he has already made me suffer enuff, so im going to retaliate as hard as i can. nevertheless, i still lyk to say thnx to my frends and members who had helped me. mum, my adek and my friends are all i have now. . |