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herm, at home yar got internet back. things are getting into pieces. but only one things i find very hard to do. as we all know, each of us understand ourselves more than anybody else. and i sure understand some of the things i can do, and i cant or feel heavy hearted to. well mum and dad are fine. adek apologised to dad for wut happen. but me?? why cant i? why cant i ask for forgiveness?? why?? issit dat i cant forget about it. ok yar i cant but he's still my dad, if he ever take me as a son still. i love al my family members including my dad. but i cant seem to apologise. so it think again just now. am i heart hearted to do so. no i do wanna apologise. but still i cant. and then i realise, i have never actually ask for forgiveness touchingly, u know, where i actually kneel in front and kiss my parent's hand and ask for forgiveness. to me that is when im big. for now, it has always been forgive and forget. u and me no need to kiss hand or ask for forgiveness verbally yet we forgive each other in our heart. but not this tym. and so i cant do it. not embarrased, but i cant face it to do it. dad talk to me only when there's guest just now at my house. then, he sat outside while me in the room. then he went to sleep after arnd 15 mins. mum entered and told me that he was disappointed that i didnt actually went out and ask for forgiveness. and he was sick. mum told me his high blood pressure shot up just now at work, on the ship sumore siakk.. but truly, i reli want to ask for forgiveness, and lead back my old lyfe. but... anewae thnx to my peeps who were there for me. helped me. especially syarif ar, who came down and wanted to even pack me food on that day, to all my friends tengku, khairul, zairian, yazid and darul, thnx guys. i cudnt have take it if there wasnt support. and yar, then if u do read this, enemy friend then. i've forgotten the past anewae. . | ||