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{Thursday, November 3, 2005 . i will never forget this...}

woke up at 10 am todae only to realise my mum was in my younger bro's room sleeping and my dad gone. so i was hungry, went outside, saw a packet of yesterdae's food ont hte table, tried to eat it, and i realised it was basi. well it wud have been funny if all this were a joke to me, but for my father to leave the three of us with a stale fried rice and dunnoe where to, i felt that it was to the max point oready. and so i threw dat fried rice and i went to my younger bro's room to shout and woke my mum and adek. told them to get dressed, we are not going to spend hari raya in this house with stale fried rice. i want a raya lyk my friends, ayam masak merah and all, especially rendang. till now i have tears in my eyes. i cannot forgive my dad for doing such a thing. yes he did lots of bad things in the past which anger me and my mum, but as of today i sincere feel dat i will never forgive him todae, for leaving us on the morning of hari raya and for leaving us with a stale fried rice. im just gonna act as if i had no father or just with a father to just be a family, but not to be a caring son or wutsoever. and yar i found another way to release my stress, since todae had no food, i found dat shitting helps u release ur stress. but its not a long solution, cos the max is 15 mins. so u can actually use bathing as well. trust me, to be by urself in the toilet, it never shames me to cry alone dammyt, or to think alone, especially on the morning of hari raya. i dont need symphatys from anyone, my other days will be usual, but i will never forget this, and i will never forgive my dad!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! as of now, off to my maternal grandma's house wth my mum and adek. go to hell with the rest of it la shit....


far-hannn punched hard at... 11:03:00 AM!!

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