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F | Famous |
A | Altruistic |
R | Radiant |
H | Haunting |
A | Ambitious |
N | New |
farhan | ||
well yesterdae after got home from my grandma's house, dad was home, he locked the house fucking door, and when he finally opened it after so long, he shouted at my mum, so i got damn fucking mad, and shouted back the werd he said to my mum. so who's to blame, he picked it on my mum. i dont wish tobe rude to him, but then he instigated me too. and so i hit the fucking shoe rack outside the door till it ducking breaks, and he started sworing at me, and sumpah that i cud never go into that house again. well my younger bro got angry too, cos he saw my dad hitmy mum till she fell and her head got hit agianst the wall of my house, and since my younger bro gave him some punches i guess, he was kicked off too. well i didnt care about us so much, but my mum's was in the house, and god knows how he's causing her the hurt. and then went off, called my makcik and pakcik, but they cant do anethg. are theyw aiting till my mum dies inside or wut. and then i told my bro to go back to my maternal grandma's house. called syarif. he came down, and talked wif me. needa sumone to get advise from. thank god he was more than willing to go down to meet me. even wanted to offer me food but i didnt wanted. after talking my younger bro said just go home. cos he's oready inside. so went back. and got the final say and agreement with my dad with fist on the table. im going to show no mercy, its now man to man talk, no more son and dad. well he's officially disowned me, and even if he didnt , i wudnt regard him as my dad anemore, not from my heart. he HIT my mum you know. well he told me that he'll let me stay there, but as a penumpang, just a shelter. no monies from him. internet he's gonna cut, and handphone soon too. well i said fine. i accept that. and back home before ten, after ten means he's not letting me in. and i said fine. mum's oready crying. told her that since i had oready berjuang against him, ill not end it lyk a sissy. might find a part tym job soon, a new line soon after he cut my hp, and if i have money, im out of that house dammyt. never did i realise, a dad wo i idolised to be someone i wanna be, wud do this to me. im now at sp libary, at home cannot use comp wut oready. penumpang kann.. ill get my own laptop and internet acces when i have the money. and finally sorry mum, but dad's, i mean that fucker is too much. im writing not to tell the whole world bout that fucker, who had give mum and us shit, but to let everythg i havebeen fighting for, even to the death of me... . |