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F | Famous |
A | Altruistic |
R | Radiant |
H | Haunting |
A | Ambitious |
N | New |
farhan | ||
just finished sending my frends hari raya msg larh to sp frends and my skool frends and ncc frendsa and all la. my family is not in a good mood. parents fought over some stupid things. dah tue2 pon bergadoh. and they are not in talking terms. well i dont fuck care about it anemore. wut i knoe i still have my grandma in ysihun. tmrw morning ryte after solat hari raye i will got to my grandmum's house. if my parents dont give a fuck about hari rayer, i certainly have the right to do so. where can i actually find happines in my house. parents are getting old, but they still fight when times were just about to turn good. dad always with his fucking tantrum and mum who cant give in to dad when she dont feel the need to. i dont give a fuck. im sorry if im soclding shit here, when i should actually be kissing my parents hands asking, begging for forgiveness. when i know that heaven is under my mum's foot. but they just made me feel lyk as if i had no family on the eve of raya, apart from my younger bro. well i did make a vow when i was younger, when my parents fite quite often last tym, dat ill get the fuck out of this house by the tym i reach 21 or further. the sooner the better. dont care if its rented accomodation or wut shit. and if my younger bro wants to follow by all means, which i dont encourage. i have the right to lead lyfe my way and not being shown the way according to my parents hand. and i will not hesitate to leave now if i am forced. damn im angry at them. they just made me realise another reason for me to not celebrate hari raya. hermmm. and if tmrw relatives asked me at my grandma's house where are my parents, i make sure ill gather enough courage to tell them staright to their face THAT MY PARENTS ARE FIGHTING AT SUCH OLD AGE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! . |