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jam sucked just now. well dont know abt the rest but it sucked big time for me. even though we played in rm 5 after the auntie swapped us unknowingly. well sometimes things in life dont really meet what u expect. truth is i think im beginning to be a loser. studies is not really going on well, and i doubt if i ever manage to graduate poly, or worst the first year of poly. and i doubt if im ever gonna fulfill my parents wish on thier first son to see him in the university. its not just abt fulfilling their wish, i have always wanted to have a place for myself in the university. but it seems the kind of attitude im having now on studies, i dont think that i can even smell anywhere near, even the worst uni in the world. being a loser sucks i tell u. it looks okay in the outside. but in the inside, its like the feeling of inner burning combustion that burns right from ur very heart, slowly killing from the inside to the outside. and everyday, and almost everynite im like killing myself with tons and tons of fags, most of which my parents buys for me when they're out of singapore. im very shock to see a hot marlboro pack on my table just now from indonesia that my dad bought from batam. see, even right up to my fucking worst habit, my parents are like have to 'support' me by buying those stupid cancer sticks. i can imagine how are they facing my stupid habit, the disappointment when they first knew i smoke, when they cant see me through jc. is it just being part and parcel of loser? i guess so. well dont get me wrong, as if im gonna quit my life or whatsoever stupid shit u think it mite be when reading this. its just feel so damn good when i think ive typed out what half of what my heart have to bear for now. and at what better time can i do this other than the wee hours in the morning like now when its all quiet and peaceful. im still looking on the bright side of life. and being a loser is not what i wish to end up as my life career. i believe its tym for me to improve that way i do things, be it school or wutsoever. no more loser shit for me. it will be hard, and im starting with how my poly exam results will be when it is soon released. well as for love industry, i believe its not the right time now. i threw a failed romance months and months ago, and i aint blaming anyshit. past is past and its no use bringing up past. but i dont wish anyting next to end up like it. mebbe its true that they say, as we age we learn a whole lot of new things by gaining precious experience, and, thank god, i certainly have a lot to learn from. and thus rushing is the last thing i'll do. In other words, lets get on with life dammit, yeah! "Summer starts tonight reminding me of past times. The air is getting clear. This cigarette tastes better.." . | ||