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F | Famous |
A | Altruistic |
R | Radiant |
H | Haunting |
A | Ambitious |
N | New |
farhan | ||
ok just got home after jamming ngan syarif and khairul. ok now, what the fuck. test is next week. im only not even a quarter thru revision. and what the fuck. my younger bro's lost his 20 bucks my dad gave him for weekly pocket money. and i can feel the whole family cam a bit indirectly accusing me? and mum said that dad's ask her to keep a lookout if moneys keeps losing, cos it sign of someone taking drugs in the family, and its like indirectly pointing to me. lyk what the fuck, I DONT EVEN TRUST PANADOLS! ok im not blaming dad cos i know he lived way longer than me, and his experiences of money losing with some of my dad's siblings which are my uncles taking drugs at young age, and one till even now. but its like. what the fuck, seriously what the fuck. and yeah I SWEAR TO GOD THAT I HAD NEVER CONSCIOUSLY OR SUBCONSCIOUSLY TOOK MY BROTHER'S MONEY BEFORE OR MY PARENTS EVEN WHEN IM IN BROKE SITUATIONS. i rather take my bank money that im suppose to defend the 1.5k limit strictly at all times rather than stealing. and i hope they get that. im like fucking wasting my time, always sticking with my principle to never cheat anyones money so that i can always be trusted. . |