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F | Famous |
A | Altruistic |
R | Radiant |
H | Haunting |
A | Ambitious |
N | New |
farhan | ||
ok its 2 fucking a.m. in the morning. sleeping is out of the question, cos i cant sleep. ok as i look at some of my old friends blog, web profiles etc. i kinda miss alot of them. old classmates. they were the one that quite played a part in my life. when i say play a part, they dont really have to affect myself. just by knowing me, is oready a part to play. some i shud say have grown so much. oh damn. haha! ok and u know what. i feel like signing myself to any human saving mission to any country in need and help the people there. to help people in the rest of south east asia or maybe middle east, the kids especially, sure is gonna be fun and meaningful. sometimes i find life in singapore too nice to be through even though i have some misissues with how system in singpaore are operated or some thing that i dont wish to acknowledge. but we sure are pampered a lot here. we've got the mercy of god to be shielded from natural disaster, thank god for that. we are blessed with materialistic items that we work for. and yet we waste as if we had even much money to buy new ones. but kids there in some needing countries do not happen to have the same fate as us. they are stuck within the "ruling" by war junkies, bad, idiotic ones i mean, who gets sastified by winning, and believe in winning, their BIG ARGUMENTS which they call war with bullets and bloods all over them. to them the sounds of bullet passing is like the sounds of birds chirping for the old men to play with. to them the sound of blood oozing are just like the sounds of rivers streaming and gushing right in front of them like pure water. and this kids apart from peole like this, are unlike us, not shielded by natural disasters. tsunamis, earthquakes, floods all upon them. maybe god has HIS own good reasons why. and one of it, i discover is for us here enjoying good life to take this incidents as a reason for us to be thankful. therefore im so interested in going to this countries and helping out. but one reason stopping me, is im too young. u call 17 old enough, but i tell its young here in my life. parents says its too dangerous or else i could and might have followed the ncc party that was sent to sri lanka to help the tsunami victims. yes its dangerous, yes im also afraid but some of the kids there stucked with this type of disasters are just a quarter old of my age. well if im given a chance, insyallah i would want to join into missions travelling to somewhere i can help. not out of name, but out of mankind and the love for the well being of the new generation of life. . |