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F | Famous |
A | Altruistic |
R | Radiant |
H | Haunting |
A | Ambitious |
N | New |
farhan | ||
ok for almost every raye since i was small, the takbir that they usually start saying out on night of raye has never fail to make myself think a lot through the things ive done and the ones ive loved who have left this world. i dunnoe why, but especially the one in the morning during solat hari raya, before that they will have the takbir. while listening to it in the mosque, never fails to put tears to my eyes even though, like many others i believe who are praying side by side of me, tries to hold it back strongly. thank goodness or not we'll have a mosque full of crying people!! anewae this years rayer was definitely better than last year. wouldnt wanna go back to last years story. one of the worst raye i've had. but a new raye each year is like a new whole thing for me. anewae so got my green packets from dad. as usual no formal apologies. dunnoe why. but thats how my family is. i mean i was trained to ask forgiveness, but it was never put to practical. cos we believe a new rayer- means auto forgive and forget. to me, it formal apologies will only be needed when im reli grown up bapak2 nyerr. like how dad and mom does every raye to my grandparents. so went atuk house first. eat oready then left for the cemetery. to visit my late paternal grandmum's grave and my late maternal grandfather's grave. then went to my grandaunt's house. and then finally mymaternal grandmum's house. hahahaha. and unlike when i was small, i dont actually find myself counting the green packets i got cause i dunnoe, mebbe we do grow up after all! hahaa.. kebaye+selendang+good figure stats = wowowowowowowowowowow!!!!!!!!!! . |