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its 5 plus in the morning. and im here stuck with my elearning shit. tests is just around the corner, in fact its not even around the corner, im oready cornering/turning/belok/pusing to tests cos its phucking next week. and i still have not start a shit. well i dseiously dont know when to start, and worst is, what to start with. hahaha, suddenly i feel part of the o lvls student this here. hahaha. aneway gud luck to u all o lvl candidates, mine was 2 years ago and i can still remember the shit it gave me. and i think that shit memory of that hucking exam is gonna be with me for another decade or so. ive quite made up my mind though. as u can see, i may look as if im doing fine in poly. passing and not repeating. but the fact is that, im struggling. to pass that is. so definite, my pass is not good. but i need to go to uni. yar some of u mite say, "farhan nak gi uni??" or "u play2 in school wanna go uni?". well im playful and always sleep in school but its hard changing that trust me. ive been trying to since year1, in fact secondary school, and its still not changing thoroughly up till now. and well, like it or not, i need to. its not just cos my parents wants me to, but its cos i was made to realise that a fucking diploma isnt phucking enough in singapore. singapore is about STRUGGLING, not living. and no offense, but fact is, only now, diploma is like a phucking o lvl sia. and i realise that. and one my time, during the future, degree is gonna be selling hot like diplomas now a days. so back to my results, i cant eneter a local uni for god's sake. cos its not good enough. i know, its like im in year 2, still far away, not encounting my ns years. but its feels like only yesterday i was in year 1, and like it ornot, its gonna be like only yesterday im in year kinda shit when im in year 3 next year. so i started planning now, this is part of my plan. a contingency plan in fact. i waish to enter a local private uni with my course mebbe. but if i cant, ill go for overseas-but-in singapore-unis with my cse in it, and if i cant, ive made up my mind, im going to go for australia. go for a uni there with my cse and head back singapore. but that'll be hard, cos im gonna be there myself, cant expect my mom and dad to follow me. and if worst comes to worst, then i have to relive my old dreams, to just be a teacher, and join NIE. mebbe a secondary school teacher. im gonna be a stupid one, but well time will tell aneway. = )) . | ||