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{Saturday, December 13, 2008 . 20 sia fuck}

woah. i hit the big two's. what the fuck. thats freaking fast.

so i increased a number by age, and so did my mum. but this time it was different. in my whole entire life, i didnt had a cake, im quite sure of that. not just cos my dad's not willing to buy one, i was not interested in having one. to me birthday, is just another day. never looked fwd to it, except for my 18th bday. thats all. but today, we had a family dinner at eatzi with some of my close relatives, and dad bought a cake for me and mum. and they had some sort of bday song played which thought was reli redundant. i didnt think dad thought they would play a bday song for his purchase of cake either. haha. i feel so fucking embarrassed cos nvr had and nvr reli like this type of things. but well, since dad did it, tried not to be so obvious and just be thankful, that at least he took the effort. well at least for mum la, cos i dont think he bought a cake for mum ever either, maybe perhaps only during their courting days which i wudn't know. and since im his son, i have so called followed him to not like birthday parties and all. not for me at least. but oh well like i say, since he took the effort, well thanks dad. though i didnt say thanks to him directly either.

then i just realised, i never said thanks, sorry, happy birthday or happy fathers day to dad either. gosh i must reli be following some of dad stupid traits. well i think for both of us its just, u know i know kinda thing. we dont say it, but we mean it. =))












far-hannn punched hard at... 2:11:00 AM!!

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