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its a sunday afternoon. im suppose to go out with my cousins and niece, but i think most of them are not up yet. so i think i shall take the time to reflect. its 2009. and gratefully its also the islam new year, 1430 hijriah. haven't made resolutions, cos i never believed in resolutions. it's also more like, any resolutions i made in the past didn't workout. either by unforeseen circumstances or otherwise. so i told myself since a few years back, fuck new year resolutions. whenever i feel like making a resolution for a better outcome, it wouldn't have to be during new year. anytime is possible, as long i seriously ant a change in my life. so i fucked up 2008, especially towards the ending. fines, lost my house keys, lost my handphones, made my mum angry, crashed the car, bla bla bla... seriously, i didn't asked for all this to happen. it just happened at god's will. but i cud have prevented it from happening, but again its god's will. so who's fault would that be? god? definitely not, cause at the end of the day, i've only myself to blame. cause even with my actions, i myself would have given myself the same endings just so i would learn. and because of god, i have learned more about my myself. okay sad parts aside. 2008 had its peak too. i got a diploma, altho its not that good. i got enlisted and learnt a lot during bmtc. it made me reflect about life, and how small are we humans as compared to god as i suffered in those jungle. after bmtc, they even got me to learn resuscitation procedures and turned me into a lvl 1 paramedic, which im grateful too. never in my life i thot i'll get to learn cpr, AED and even be in an ambulance sending cases, especially not in the army. and the best part of 2008 was that i lost weight. altho its just 14 kg, and im think im gaining back, but it made me happy and confident that it was actually possible. so i dont think while reflectiong i should just shrugg my shoulders and feel so fucked up of the bad days, i can always think of those good days to overcome that. and altho im turning 21, dad's advices never fades. sometimes its irritating i tell you, but most of the time hopefully, its good to hear them. it made me rethink somehow and felt that there's still my family who's concerned about me la... oh well so thats my reflection. "we should try not to run from problems, but to face it or let it run away from us" "jadik laki tak boleh gabra, kancheong bile ade masalah. clear your mind and think.." - dad...hahahahah anyway we celebrated grans bday yesterday along with doa selamat for my cousin going ns and it was quite cute, the pics. hahaha. kesian nenek aku, kene bully dengan anak, menantu, cucu, cicit sume angkat gamba! hahaha          and abang2 sachoks of the day... hahahaaa  . | ||